take big strides at the start
the last three must be short and quick
charge all the way
then pop up with a bang;

Training today was like one of the best ever, though i was super loner because i was the only guy jumping. Yeah, felt good to jump again after like 3 years. It all seems like primary 6 all over, unconfident, but people saying "can one", with the exception that i haven't had professional advice from my coach for the last three weeks?

Thankfully, there's feifan and the twins who i think are super cute together, feifan the veteran, and the twins supporting each other with so much joy. Hehe. Sometimes i wished quan didn't bother putting up a cool front, though he rocks most of the time[:

After countless tries, finally mr lim asked me to jump seeing i was so poor thing without a coach. I thought i screwed my jump big cause i was half a step behind the board :/ But he mumbled to himself which i later asked jocelyn, he said,"okay but no power". Yeahh, i will keep that in mind. At least this year i can jump 4+. I don't care about the qualifying, because i'm out there to compete with myself, not against others. And i just need a lil' bit of faith, and i will not only be able to reach that 5.5, i'll move mountains[: After all, Daddy's strength is made perfect in my weakness.

Then i started thinking about cca and all, about how much more interesting life would be if i had joined drama or wd hiphop instead. I mean i agree i'm totally for track, but it's just that i'm not so much the kind of routinal person? I like excitement and new stuff everyday, and more than a blog to express my deepest emotions of joy, anger, sorrow and happiness. I guess i've already come this far, and there's no turning back now. Looking at the bright side, mr irwan, surjit(i think he did), aaron and some other people told me i've improved tremendously ever since i joined track. Btw, it isn't cause i'm any good now, it's cause i totally sucked then. Haha. Yeahh, just press in dude, one day i'll see the fruits of my labour and shining for Him. Till then, i'll still bear in mind joce's cool quote, "You must jump like the tiger there".




everytime you're speechless, you cry
everytime you're tired, you run away;


After a billion year long hiatus, i'm finally backeth in action. Yeah, everyon'es posting about how happy they are about interims being over. Yet, being the subtly cool guy that i am, i shan't be cliche and bloggeth about small matters like how i screwed up my Math and all. I am so proud of myself, not yielding to temptations of tv and the internet this past week. And indeed, it is a fantabulously incredulous achievement.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XINYI!


Gee, i looked unglam and sick in this picture. Anyhows, to my sportsbra/perfect bitch/red apple/ minnie mouse friend, have a swinging great time enjoying your post birthday bash(that is if you're vee gonna have one)

Yeah, Xinyi's birthday outing today rocked. Although i was the only guy since the extremely sickening and ego ho sheng rui had nationals and the kopitiam boss once again left me in the lurch, to endure such suffering. Nancy Drew was awesome. I expected it to be boring but it was like one of the most exciting movies i've watched. And arcade idea was kinda failure. And after walking with panda manda, mel, sherryn and ruth for like two hours, all i bought was my choker string. Pooff. Imagine this, because i'm am such a perfect gentleman, i followed and waited for them at like every alternate shop in heeren and diva and cine which they spent say eternity there. Yeah, marilyn came and i left with ruth and sherryn to meet my mum at novena. That sums up the day.

Condor Heroes marathon, i'm all geared up(;




Poof. After reading ash's, aaron's and justin's post, i realised i haven't been taking nationals seriously. I've been having the go-there-to-lose-attitude. I must

JUMP LIKE THE TIGER THERE.




eeeks. Just came back from the doctor's and he affirmed that i have food poisoning :/ I am so gonna buoycot(sp?) crabs. Anyways i deleted the previous post cause i didn't want to get reminded of the sick food poisoning cause. And yes i changed blogskin cause i wanted something brighter. And noo! I can't go jumping again cause of this stupid poisoning. Gaww. I'm so gonna die for nationals AND interims. So from today till interims, i'll only be online only on weekends or if there's something urgent. I can't go into the exam hall forgetting whatever i mugged so hard for. I have to start practising math. It's late, but better than nothing. I'm not alright. So i have to pia, this time, for real. Grr means can't see justin, ashwyn and quan quan who i'm not angry with anymore. Cause being a petty ass will only hurt you more(:




I really regret going for track retreat today. First, i had to leave cc camp early. Next, when i went there, we played captains ball which screwed the whole thing up for me. Just because i ain't tall enough to block lim jiahui who happens to be 171cm, i got laughed at. But, not by any random people. I got laughed at by the 4 people who I trusted the most in the whole of track, and i believe two of whom should be seeing this. You were the ones that were there to comfort me when i was discouraged, and in the past one of you told me not to judge people especially cause i hate to be judged. I've been trying very hard to do so. But today, you showed me that you need to tell yourself that. Knowing that i hate being judge, you not only didn't ask the rest to stop, you joined in. And after the game you pretended nothing happened, didn't apologise and asked me why i so dao. I regret going for the retreat just so as to not disappoint you.The other who promised me that he won't make fun/insult me if he doesn't mean it broke his promise. If you can't even stand people suaning you about the people who you like, why do you not only make fun of my love life but go ahead putting me down? Another i looked up to as a role model, but today? The last told me time and time again not to be bothered by what people say, and asked the people who insulted me to deal with him personally. Looks like you have to deal with yourself.

It irks me that it's the people who were really there for me when i was down, not just once, but many times. Suddenly you all just gang up together and go ahead with your bullshit. Like why didn't you make fun of grace? I did everything she did. I expected you to ask those people to shut up, but you all made things worse, and seeing i was angry still carried on. After the game still act buddy buddy with me, and call me and embrace me, one of which denied that you 'cheered' for me, when every word that proceeded out of your mouth was dripping with disdain. I really want to forget everything, espcially cause you're all so close to my heart. But it's precisely because you all the ones that are closest to me that i can't bring myself to forget. And it's not like you all felt bad for doing those sick things.

Thankfully my group was so supportive and made me have so much fun during the treasure hunt. Usarin, grace, boon, reuben and johnson; Hope you guys had as much fun as i did.
I skipped the optional dinner, and went to buy my dad's father's day present. And when i went home, my dad and brother made me regret even more when they told me how God touched the children during the baptism of the Holy Spirit. I really needed a touch from Daddy, and yet i gave it up for something which screwed up my entire day. I shouldn't have went because of you, and now, i feel so cheated by you.

the dolphin whistles

Draw(:

mr hot and mr cool, LOL.

manda's rockin' group(:

the cute little boy(;

cc camp this year really took a turn this year, and i have no regrets spending my study time there. God really poured forth Himself. I learnt alot about faith, the armour of God and barriers that stop us from getting closer to Daddy. Being a runner was kinda fun, and chris was very appreciative(: Keys were kinda bad on the first time cause i wasn't exactly concentrating. Subsequently it was okayexcept for wrong fingerings and all. Haha i really shoulg be going to sleep now so i shall just briefly sate that me and noel came up with a long chain to get deedee to be called 'gugu' and haha manda's kids found the me being 'big korkor' thing so amusing? LOL. Yeah and the trophies rock please, we spent like forever doing them. Haha, but it was fun(:

CIP at toa payoh! Haha. Amanda and max pangseh-ed me so i was the only ip student there. Anyhow, i ate my lunch 1 hour after breakfast. And then went to mrt to meet the people. Then we were supposed to sell 15 packs of postcards and a flower thingum. They weren't exactly the cheapest things around, so i knew it was going to be hard. I spent the first 20 mins aimlessly trying to find a spot to sell, and finally got my first donor. Then after some time i got rejected so many times i decided to ead to ang mo kio where there were fewer students having flag day. But i ended up selling two in just a short five minutes at a spot outside some electrical shop. So i prayed i'd sell all by 2pm, 3 hours before the deadline. Thank God for the many kind souls i met, i sold all by 1.40! FIRST TO FINISH! Haha. And i was the youngest there(: Anyhow, next time i see people givng out pamphlets or doing cip, i'll help as much as i can, cause it's real hard. But remember if you're doing cip, pray first! Cause Daddy answers even the simplest prayers(: Ohwells, came back to watch condor heroes with my mum. I shall go play keys till dinner and thereafter do my final packing, then mug finish physics. This is it. Tomorrow's the beginning of my crazy hols. I'll be at cc camp, track retreat and malaysia all in the same week. So take care people, and don't miss me so much(: Gee, i really pray Daddy will touch me during this cc camp and that i wil have a postive attitude towards it. 'Been having negative thoughts about why i should give up my study time and all for it. But if i serve Him, and study hard, He'll do the rest for me; it's not my burden to bear(:




Rahh. Today's been unproductive. Woke at at 9, ate a wonderfully nice breakfast, and headed toschool for gym. Haha. Like quan didn't go! Nvm, i suppose it's a good thing since he's like already so much stronger than me :/ Anyhow gym had nothing special and i walked the longg way out since the side gate was closed! Hmph. Then ate lunch, surfed the net and slept till 6. Yes, i know. Dinner then headed to turf city to get my replacement sleeping bag for cc camp. Bleahh. There's cip tomorrow, camp from sun to wed, on which wed i'll have to rush off for track retreat which is like the whole day and thursday rush off again to malacca to mug. Hurhur. Fancy going all the way there to mug. But it's not like i have a choice. Crud. Ohwells. I shall go watch tv now then mug till i drop(: